I wait and ache.
(Source: violentwavesofemotion)
my topsy-turvy thoughts
- it has been a long time since i last blogged anything coz i’m too busy to do so during school days. i was so pre-occupied with school work and writing is not really my thing but i thought that tumblr was a good medium in venting out my complicated emotions
- yes i’m using bullets because i want to rant
- my summer has been one hell of a rollercoaster ride, and i’m really not sure when this ride will end
- it’s overwhelming how one bad thing can lead to another and before you know it you’ve gone farther down the hole
- how could someone make you feel desirable and just leave you hanging like there was nothing to start with
- i really find it confusing that when i was pushing you away you were relentless in pursuing me, but now that i’m pulling you near you’re nowhere to be found
- i really think emotions are risky investments, and just when i decide to give myself a chance to try you end up disappointing me
- perhaps people will really fail you huh
- i know i’m not in the position to be mad or anything but i’m just too frustrated that’s why
- clarity has been playing in my mind for quite some time now. LISTEN-ON-REPEAT
- school in 3 weeks. i really want to be occupied since summer has been a bummer (lol i feel great with the rhyme) but i know this will be one busy year so i don’t really know
- now do you see my problem?
- i really don’t think i am myself. i really think i changed. i’d trade anything to be back in my old self
- but i know You’re always there, that You’ll never give up on me and i’m so thankful for that
